Monday, May 5, 2008

Peyton quoted in the paper.....








Peyton and Shane went off to get some water as we awaited President Clinton's arrival Sunday and came back excited that they were interviewed by someone at the paper. I was very scared to see what Peyton had said when I scanned the article this morning:) because I am a Republican (for the most part) and we have really been discussing politics at our house. Funny....she told me the other day that she really didn't want Clinton to win because she wanted to be the first Lady President.....hehe Oh to be a child again and to dream that you can do anything:)

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Anonymous said...



This is regarding Uriel the Arc Angel & is not private.


Overcoming Power, Manipulation, Magic & "Miracles" 
By:  Laura Lee Pauly
Dedicated to:  Uriel the Arc Angel & his kind in character.
Begin forwarded message:
From:  Laura Lee:   hippy.gothic.chick@gmail.com
Date:  December 29, 2007 12:29:04 PM EST

I thought you would find this information inspiring!

All of the contents of this is the truth.

This is a sample of my writing, which may come in handy!

Note: You may copy this information & send it to any one you wish, yet,  please, do not change the contents. 

This missive is in note form.

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Greetings:

Yes, you will want to be around when it is all over!

Instead of mysterious powers, it is technology manipulating body chemistry, movements, speech, pain, pleasure, etc., with brain mapping as they get information regarding your reactions to stimuli or no stimuli.  They started rumors & made sure they were trusted in order to make sure you would be helping by believing in their falsehoods.  They began conditioning people, even with rewards for more of the desired results.  With their technology, they can override anyone completely.  They established & invented groups to use to help them oppress the world, then rescue the world occasionally for the effects of their manipulation which includes good guy/bad guy on the same team psychological manipulation, plus starvation, rape, molestation & other crimes/perversions against humanity & other species.  They even want ten percent of your salary to support their goals, even using unfortunate people.  They threaten the lives of people who are innocent, & those they override.  They scan your emotions, like the emotion of fear, then they use that, for example, or create these emotions in you, that you have never felt before naturally, combining them with visions, even perverted ones, to accuse people, & gain leverage to manipulate & condition.  They scan for those who are naturally evil to use like a toilet to get some desired person, things or situations.  These bags of filth plant these stimulus into your life & manipulate where it is needed for the results they want.  They use many other tactics, & are criminals against nature, rights, law & the well being of all potentially.  They make up stories about people, create false or true projections, (visions,).  Here is a truth that is not well known, for instance, Africans were Vikings  & now they have a mole or moles covering their body.
Another fact you may not know is that homosexuality, bi-sexuality, hermaphrodites, & our varying degrees of gender orientation even in physiology began from being hermaphroditic beings that were male based! It is all normal & it proves that we come out of the womb underdeveloped. Needing a diaper & having bad coordination is proof of that in part. The trauma is not needed.

They manipulate the molecules around beings & objects to levitate them.  An example of this is on a wall in a pyramid in Egypt showing some one using technology & floating a slab.

We judge by the individual.  We never generalize! We are not opportunists! Yet, they generalize, knowing the obvious, that individuals make their own choices, even in  group situations. This is another way they gain something, yet are part & partisan, since they use manipulations & generalizations, even the worst in perverted, terror & crime.
This will really blow your mind!  Cheer up!  You will want to be here when it is all over!  Again!
Even if they do know how your mind works, & even if they have a slight margin of time to act, don't worry too much about them being able to win.

Fact:  Only the truly disgusting would be insulted at being called disgusting.

Only  stepping stones, rungs in the ladders, losers, & the self retarding, criminals, & the inept have to manipulate what so ever.  After manipulation, there is no natural truth & reality, so they do not really win.  They even send the same manipulated beings,  or naturally criminal over & over again into your life, lying to them or just using their selfish, needy, disgusting tendencies, or overriding every one, forcing them to commit certain acts & lying & claiming  that every one is weak in order to hide their responsibilities to it all!  They  plague you with them, & circumstance, then lie & say you deserved it for some reason, so that some subvert can get his thrills from taking, spanking, chastising & punishing you for nothing, for  no reason, in order to groom you for dirty sock pick-up & homage detail, as men, women & children are literally & physically raped in the anus, for example for the effects of terror, worthlessness & hopelessness for their desires.
Yes, but it's not you!  Look at them!
The determined monsters claim to be from an accredited government institution, yet, I know of no government that would want to be associated or used for violations, horrors & crime for any one knowingly.
They are trying to manipulate & condition society, individuals, by raping babies, even in their sleep, as they rape minds as well for their personal pleasures.  They care not about how innocent you are, & use who ever or what ever they can to be able to have easy access to you, your property & your life, how ever personal,  for what ever reason, & convince you that you are wrong not to let them in or be subject to their demands.  If  you told them not to bother your personal information, & property,  they would accuse you of being against surveillance & the security of the world for another example of their idiotic, perverse, criminal manipulations.
They claim to be from the good ship Heaven, & there must be more ships. I do not believe our kind is natural to Earth.
The ghouls get your information & spread it around, & hope that you will be made, (by perhaps, their tricks, unless it is by the people & situations they use,) desperate enough, or enough of a buzzard to let them do it to you or for you.  In any case, with out your permission, as it is against the law for them to touch your life, or you in any way unless you condone it naturally.  They will try to make sure you will.

The horrors use fate, ridicule,  bestiality, haunting,  levitation,  accidents, demands, mixing things up, perversions, supremacy, medias, force, torment, molestation, twisting facts, falsehoods, lore, the workplace, home, public places, sexual contact wanted & unwanted, marriages & other relationships, rewards, duty, obligations, others who have not been touched to make you feel targeted, those who use their problems as tools, weapons, fanatics, stalkers, psychology, the subconscious & other parts of consciousness, false visions, physical harm, finances, acceptance, rejection, ritual, religions, education or lack of, tradition, control, technology, drugs, enforcing rules that are ridiculous & demeaning such as apologizing for natural occurrences such as passing gas,  any type of orientation, race, emotions, mystery,  holidays, guilt, overriding, secrets, gossip, false accusations, each other,  heroism, frustration, disease, rape, intrusions, they threaten lives, happiness, property, etc., & continue to do so for years if that is what it takes to lead men, women, children...all beings down a path of manipulation to be conditioned for whatever personal pleasures or purposes  these fiends may have, claiming it is FOR society or, the world some how.  They can, & do haunt & hunt people for years to get results, no matter what they are, from their quarry.
These things even say that wanting to be attractive is a sign of vanity, & asking how you would use your beauty or if you would use it at all!  I think they want people to be ugly, & use that for further conditioning & self aggrandizement.  My advice is to remain as attractive & healthy as possible.  Stay out of debt, as well.  Be independent & able to provide for yourself, since they control your life even with circumstance, so, have a cushion.  Never be a slave to opportunism, meaning, do it yourself.  Do not attempt to be involved with their traps.  Even family members may want to take advantage of you, saying it is some kind of duty that you must do something for them.  Let no pervert violate your rights.  Only a disgusting, vile pervert cannot take the answer " no" graciously as an answer, & respect it, & honor it for what ever your reasons are.  Get an answering machine, change your phone number, move away if you have to.  They may follow you, as they did me, & continue to try to break you down as filthy perverts would, ignoring your choices.
What kind of disgusting thing forces people to adopt children, then rapes people into marrying into the same family, or any family, or forcing people into befriending certain people, etc., knowing that all manipulation is wrong?  What kind of pervert would force a good-looking policeman to rape a child in the girl's bathroom in a Catholic school unless it was to get leverage over both or all persons?  What kind of fiend would force people to marry those they are not in love with naturally, & refuse to let people make their own decisions about the most important things & people in their lives?  They even claim that people are horrible for making their own choices, even regarding who they wish to associate with!  They try to put people into mental institutions for wanting to make their own decisions!   I am still in this situation, asking for a divorce, (the police were called, & they did/could not help,) & I have been doing my best to not have these disgusting minions even contact me, who would be a part of any manipulation. Choice is a sign of individuality & uniqueness should be respected, even by hypocrites.  I have explained the circumstances several times!  The fact that I do not wish & never have wanted to be manipulated or involved in any manipulations & was still forced to be married to this person is further proof that they are even using him, like a buzzard to injure or tame me to try to condition me further, yet for what other people, circumstance or person?  What do they reward him with/  Well, now he's a rapist/ pervert, etc.,.  That is the reward for being involved. They use this situation to take away choices & rights from people as criminal perverts would, so that beings will be required, some how to socialize, (or, even MORE,) with people they choose, yet a considerate person with morals & regard for others would not do this horrid thing or use any excuse to intrude.
Remember, those who vie for any power have none that satisfy their nauseating egos,  or, have been losers, some how, yet use their problems as tools & weapons!  They may be so lacking in  good, consistent, beautiful character, even naturally, that it took one small thing to render them incapacitated criminal idiots!  Do not have mercy for them, because they are taking their problems out on some one else, which is very sick in itself, when they could go to a professional to alleviate their problems entirely,  & yet,  instead, cling to them to use as devices, or go to you for more power over you as you give or are forced to.  These people are the used tools of King-Dumb, possibly, with their promises & cooing, & the manipulation of their lives in prosperity or lack,  even willing to be a part of their filth.

These horrors are placed in your life to train you for a life of giving up your rights, possessions, beauty  & your spirit, as they have given up theirs, willingly, no matter how powerful they feel, to the powers of Numb-skull, to the rulers of King -Dumb, as they cannot or, choose not to do their own work or have their own independence, & have to disrespect, even defile others in the most disgusting ways, as well as them selves for some kind of feeling of self esteem, or what ever else they gain by force.  Many are relentless & as stupid as can be.   They are sickening, weak, dependent  perverts, & an example of why I have always loved evolution, intelligence, strength, uniqueness, morals & values.  They are an embarrassment, & the scum of humanity, obviously, living to be used, even, & so to garnish what ever or who ever it is that they need for self-esteem, since they cannot depend on themselves even for that. It is,  & so stupid, they do not mind being abhorrent, or being slaves & dependents of a sort to get what they want.  They do not even mind doing the most disgusting , retarded & terrible things, including debasing, retarding & raping  themselves to violate some one else & get what they want.  They are foul swine seeking you & what you have, what ever it is.  They make up things in their own minds, even.   Watch it pick up your crusty socks off of the floor, as it, inside of  it's mind thinks of a new way, or a new person to pervertedly intrude upon.  Some do this to deny them selves the intensity of real feelings, & all beauty that goes along with that.  Well, they deserve it.  That is a tactic also used to keep people from being passionate about their lives, & so easily lead.
 
Those who have to bow, or, wish to take advantage of, or are forced to be included, or are willing to be involved with the powers of NumbSkull & I-Con, the rulers of King-Dumb & ghastly subjects are part & partisan to the most hideous & perverse crimes ever committed!  Here is a hint about just how all encompassing all of this is:  With out really knowing  or, while being prevented from understanding this:  Even their evil ones, their tools, the Satanists or, what ever they were labeled, worked for their own enemy!
The true Witches are Witches of  horrid schemes, even if their involvement is minute, even if they claim to be only testing you, or, what ever excuses they use to interfere into your life, or let others in your life, even controlling your associations, so to speak, crimes happen, people interfere in other's lives & they even try to make it look as if good deeds are happening.  They may even leave their self-servants, the Foul-Skulls to endure awhile, even in supposed freedom,  in order to use them.

There are people who will not listen to me, who are a fetid part of all of this horror.  A wanton buzzard, follower, a fanatic, a believer.  Yes, it would be appealing to those molesters who gloat over perversions & feel above others by being the lowliest of  dregs.  For me, it's as easy as saying good-bye to these perverted, ugly, even  on the inside, criminal filth, & it is over forever.  No sweat!  I even laugh at what kind of hideous, stupid thing would stick with this reeking of stench, & so rank horror.  They chose these legions from the chasms of  foulness, no matter their pure looks or seeming gracious or pure intentions.  There are perverts who even welcome chastisement for nothing & being forced to do evil so they can be chastised, then, use it, or, they enjoy the suffering of others & wait like buzzards to pick at the bones for their lowliness to feel relieved,  & so they are sado-masochistics that like perverted, grotesque bondage or dominance over others.  They even made it look cool to each other!   Well, a retard would think it is cool.  But, still, the reason they have technology & power is to help their loser friends rape or interfere in some one else's life some how, & maybe use it to cover.  They even make up ways to look as if they have the right, manipulating some how,  or just bullying & insisting on it, or call some devil, as they call it, & override you so they can & stay put in your life.  Then they are in your bed, raping you for example, because not knowing them completely means they are raping you.

Reality, intelligence, being evolved, logic, truth, morality & rationality is nil with these retarded, & by their own choice, as they retard truth & reality in themselves for manipulative, twisted, perverted purposes. Their use of themselves, with you, is so hideous, they have to fantasize, hence denial. Example: Some people are the product of donors & as I deal with situations factually & honestly, as an astute, truthful person would & so realize that I do not have a family, (yet my friends are my family, so what is the difference?). They will not define some truths as positive for their manipulative reasons, so do it yourself! You can in all fact. This is the truth, & still would make a fantastic variance of our world culture, if only we were allowed to deal with this factually! Then they wanted to always in my life control whom I associate with, & simply, I can make my own friends, etc., no matter their accusations & excuses. Many of their tools, (people,) are like them, & so are vile in so many or all ways, & refuse to accept the word, "No,", so they are criminal perverts as well. A crime is a crime!

Some of these people lie about their age, or have been forced to, so that they are a stepping stone of antiquity & not easily fingered as culprits.  If they are opportunists, as with any one else, they are still, no matter their self-involved ways, no matter their denial, just used cogs that will end up in the trash, even by their own volition!  They are only further used to condition & oppress the world so that King-Dumb can get what it wants, even temporarily for the minions to trick them, making them think they have the power & are on the top of the foul pile.

As society is conditioned to a point where men are slaves & providers, & women slaves with fewer rights & less pay, & wait by the door like a prostitute, there are many other examples of the horrors society is undergoing for the pleasures of monsters.

One time, using a radio frequency, as usual, & not a miracle, some one said to me,"What if you just could not win?"   I think this is the fate of those who are used to get us crawling, because of the foulness of it all, toward the very evil that uses evil, manipulations, & situations,  beings , things even explained as being a test, that filth that was used that manipulated this foul King-Dumb in the first place.  I am not going to be their saint, or willing recruit, or be around their disgusting family members, or co-workers, or minions, or a martyr for them to use, or a part, willingly, in their filthy conditioning or what have you.  I was wondering why these people kept showing up at my door, following me around, finding out my information  & calling, some times calling & hanging up or saying strange, or horrid things, not being considerate of my decisions & intruding with excuse after excuse & using accusations or their "problems" real or what ever,  or insisting to be involved with me as any pervert would.  I tried to even shun the innocents as well as the guilty,  because they , too, unless it was a one hundred percent natural meeting, all around condoned one hundred percent by every one must be part of this disgusting stuff.  So, I will continue to do so.  Forever. I'll just ignore them all!

They'll even force a situation, & cause you to be angry at another in order to use you like a stupid thug.

I am an atheist who does not believe in testing with evil.  I am naturally perfectly moral & a non-manipulator.   I was raised as a Catholic, yet, early on, saw the criminal & cruel conditioning some of these people used to manipulate children & adults.

They start with the fetus.
They that have the powers use the technology of body manipulation, also, & even the manipulation of the degrees of consciousness, as they have delved deep in the sciences of the physical, the chemical, the  psyche, (a psychologist, geneticist, biologist, psychiatrist, perhaps?  I think there must be more than one,) & have utilized brain mapping, & other ways to manipulate people, including stimulating memories & even touching on your hunger, speech or emotions. They called it a Kingdom as they wheedled lunch, money, husbands or wives out of each other. Now, they rape three year olds for the spoils. As word got around, there may be more of these Kingdoms.  They override beings with their technology, & can even cloak themselves to look differently, by rendering beings unconscious, or partially unconsciousness. Then by getting them to do something, then blame, torment, condition, chastise, train, for & by their own desires, shame & name, & force people into all kinds of perversions, even, using their own senses of self & responses to stimuli to make beings believe they did it themselves as in a crime. If you reach for a bag of potato chips, they can make you reach for some other thing. They keep horrors alive to do the dirty work, then slip in, is one tactic. They use their Gore-cogs, letting them think they are winning some how, & wait for the spoils. Yet, why not ignore the need for power, (as it only gets in the way & is an irritant, not needed, a dependency & looks obnoxious, as if they were drunk one night & bellowed, puked & made fools of themselves,) & get what they want naturally, from people that are voluntary one hundred percent, as it would be real, then?

Boy...A person with a thousand wives or husbands looks really fulfilled!? A person with an ugly sock-picker-upper is closing their eyes! How satisfied. Oh, bile. A name is a a name! You are the treasure! Do something! Build houses you cannot see as they fit in the environment, or something, & you would have to attach a ribbon to your home, so the birds can sing there! Your face on the glittering gold! What happened to people?!

All of these tricks. Yes, I can spell, is how it started. Maybe the thing will not need that ninety-ninth gold brick, but as it is working to impress others out of a need to, & it has to impress itself because it is so disgusting, it HAS to plague you because being dependent on a victim for authority means it will look like a powerful person! NOT!
Using lies, your trust with lore they warp history to their needs!
They even use their ugliness, but if they do not like how they are,  why not change it?  It is so they can use it against you, even if you have an opinion or not about it all.  It is all a snare.  You cannot even walk by these types of grisly things with out paying for it. They care nothing for your personal space just like disgusting stalkers!

These perverts even claim to be aliens from another world in space, yet we all know that Heaven is a space ship, & that the ship Yaway must be one as well.
They are conditioning the beings you will encounter by forcing them into sympathy with them by manipulating their lives, or by depending on their self serving ways.  They want them to think of themselves so that they can be used even more easily.  Many people are there to further themselves, even criminally & take away your choices.  This may continue until you have been so beaten, that you give up your own rights.

They even use inbreeding.

The hideous things can force people to fall in love & even make it feel & seem natural!  An opportunist would not even care about who is involved or the suffering if there was some thing to be gained by it.
They will send them, with a tear or a lie, or a trip into your life, to use.  It's so gross!  They will use any one to call you worthless, then, perhaps, "rescue" you.

Ignore it!  Yes!  They are heinous trash!  Look at the de-evoluted, stupid, perverted,  rapist, desperate because it works, scummy, self-retarding, criminals!  Yes, it is worse than this.  They even knew that people would take advantage, or be forced to, & die.
Manipulators want to accuse,  work,  batter & use.  They will act like they hate you over nothing in order to cause you doubts.    They will send others, & they are only a cog, living like vultures in dead flesh.  They even view each other as fair game, eventually.  They obviously do not care if you are not the wealthy or the beautiful. They want you to pick up their crusty socks off of the floor, any way, & use their monsters, their tactics, until you show up at their door, pleading.
Molesters even rape you when you are semi-conscious or, in your sleep with their radio megahertz, terrible projections, (perhaps instead of on the wall or in the air, they decide to use your own retina,) of nightmarish quality in order to subdue you & decide your life.  They will use physical force & nasty potions as in Rufinol or Ecstasy.

***I caught them trying to make me lie, as in tell a non-truth, not lie down...),  I saw the machine with it's red read-out!  I know they used other drugs to enhance what they were doing.  I reported it & the incidents that followed to the authorities.   They brought machines into my bedroom & uncloaked them, (using technology that cancels, for example, the color black or a shape from your receptors in your brain, as they can stop pain this way, for example,) & were testing my pain thresholds, etc.  These people may be using for their desires, computers now, even yours.

Those who would take advantage of this conditioning are part & partisan to all horrors. Do they know?   If beings refuse to understand, or be considerate of you, consider them to be a part of the crimes & conditioning, & do not even answer them if they call you.  Even if they cannot help themselves, stay away from them as they are a part of the manipulation & conditioning.

If they keep asking for help, it is the Evil Kare-Bear crew that they send to accuse you of being a terrible, uncaring danger for their goals.  Mention that they, if they have any problem, should contact a licensed practitioner or 911.  They want you to be involved so they can further their selfish goals. 

Of course they make you sympathize since they manipulated your life to do so, in order to instill in you, even with intensity & passion, their way of destroying your rights & the rights of others to make your own choices & live your own life.  They even created people so dualistic to use that they will bother people any way, just to get some thing, anything, any one out of it all.  The set up was/is just to disgustingly perfect.  They can even obsess people who don't mind being used in other words, so, be aware! The segmented, evil brain is a sign of a criminal.

When people use their problems they are no longer problems, but tools to manipulate, so you must have no mercy on these people.

Please, purchase a pocket sized lie detector from companies that sell them on-line, or in catalogs!  There is a choice in brands & they are very reliable.  I told the truth the entire time, as usual, & it never failed! Have them repeat your question back to you with the answer. Use math as the test questions. Remember, it is: Yes or Never, not: Yes or No! People lie down, so use the word non-truth, etc.,.

Lucifer is not a spirit, Uriel is not the God of war.
We are not made of clay.
Vampires are not day light hating, creepy  murderers.
A supreme being did not create the world in seven days.
The tradition of God has no supreme being in it.   It is a person who is trustworthy, reliable, caring & helpful.
Perhaps Satan was not an evil person. They say he was a doctor that helped acclimate people to this Earth, & that they cheered the Sun.

They cause pregnancies, knowing & causing the dangers in this world, then they take your children by abortion, or in another way, because of racial deficits, they claim, not caring about the dangers at hand.  Yet, these babies being born are in danger.  They take your abortions & insert the baby into some one else.  They will incapacitate you & give you an abortion in your own bed. They'll get you to do it, & make you think it was your idea. They start forcing people sexually so young for more minions.

The horrid rabid, desperate, things, no matter what they have, what their names are, what they look like or who they associate with, because of their calculating, filthy, perverted ways & voluntary retardation, with what ever degree of scum they are, beat people up so much, that now we're a bunch of squealing things in a corner, perhaps, while they look so strong, yet getting hacked to bits by another plot as they get used, so that we are squealing, baking cookies & holding the fetid claws of a manipulator who got our information some how, & for what ever reason, it is wrong to do! Others are watching in the back ground knowing they have the ammo, even against their peers, & all they have to do is wait! That they feel they have to do these things, & since it has been thousands of years, they actually have to continue because they are being used, & never satisfied. These beasts may only REALLY love in degrees, or not at all, or they are considered weak, which is one of the uglier traps upon them from a jealous fiend.  Maybe trained by each other, perhaps taking advantage all along the way, knowing the beast they have" befriended".  Maybe they are retirement junkies wanting to get what they wanted using manipulations, torment, overriding, conditioning, & blame from any onto their subject to use.  One tactic they use is to mess up your whole life, & to gain a social life or, other things out of it.

These people were only supposed to observe.  They were not supposed to manipulate.

Why was a little girl raped in the anus by her biological mother with a cucumber, & so hungry she was forced to eat it, then raped in the anus by a man who was her relative who threatened her life? The police cruelly ordered her to blame her own father, yet the man was not her father in any way! They wanted her to blame him, then be manipulated into a family situation where the screeching filth get their warm meals, cookies & thankful smiles as the drama passes! As we all know, family is the folks we choose any way no matter the name, or there may be some roles & manipulation going on. Then she was stalked &  raped repeatedly, (physically beaten, drugged, maligned, etc.,) all her life & forced into every relationship she has ever had! Because, the powerless dependent retards found her & because they know she hates all manipulations, crimes, door mat attitudes & opportunistic ways, & would never be involved in any voluntarily, & is independent, intelligent, cool & normal. That person is me.

 These savages that rape, molest, etc., belonged to a group that stuck together for convenience, cover & comfort, that even other ferocious victims used to gain back what was taken from them in the worst way of persecuting others. They screw up your life, & repay you with they want for you in the first place. Make your own choices, make sure they are genuine!  Why was she forced to become pregnant several times, forced to have abortions, forced to marry two men, forced to endure the desperate, perverted loser-like cruelty, perverts, intrusions  & people  out of control, forced into many situations, her livelihood compromised,  people breaking into her home, some how getting her personal information, access to her life, then, even,  trying to befriend her, disappoint her, molest,  rape &  intrude on her life in so many ways?  They even demand with any & all excuses to do what ever they wanted, punishing people severely for saying, "no", they even get their rapist co-horts to insist that you date someone, (which is a form of rape, yet they use your loyalty to do it,) &  by using these disgusting mental failures.  It is as if some beast decided to pick names out of a hat & spend many years, with the help of his other idiots, to stalk people, even making them deviants who did  not care, because of the "perks",  like a  herd of  drooling, savage retarded  things.  Yes, levitation was involved.  And, yes, it is all true.

 I wish not to be involved in relationships that are not one hundred percent natural, & naturally wanted by all concerned because that is the way I am naturally! An inconsiderate, perverted criminal would insist that you answer the phone, associate with them, etc.! They cry for themselves if they do not get what they want from a living being! This a part of the need to manipulate.
They could have had what they wanted thousands of years ago, so they are a bunch of used things. Maybe they are given fake egos to motivate them further into thinking that they are worth some one.

Evil practitioners of witchery themselves, (witch, meaning that who, etc.,  is doing these terrible things is hidden,) they are trying to condition society in several ways, including, using the "pinch" which is a tactic where they completely manipulate you into knowing that there is no way to go except this one way, their way, where they even use horrid torments to try to make people do what they want them to, & you have no other recourse otherwise. I just keep doing my own thing, which alleviates the "pinch" entirely.

Wanting to make society unable to choose for itself, even on an individual basis, or rendering them not wanting to choose, is also a goal they have, while using misery or joy. As we all know, a strong society is independent & strong on an individual basis with respect for uniqueness.
They are constantly, planting people in lives to help conditioning along.  Even using people with natural abilities to cause their dreams fruition.
There is no destiny.  It is a technological program that even can make you feel that you are at fault or, the cause of the problem.  They say they test with evil, but they use evil & so are evil.
They threaten people's lives livelihoods & the lives of those they care about or not.  This is the epitome of the opportunist obsessed & desperate criminals.
They even use the innocent, so please, be logical & remain independent, & meet people that you choose to meet instead of being manipulated or, pressured to invite any one into your life.  Never take advantage or you will be part of all of it & partisan to the worst a person can do.
I was forced to marry two men & date. I was forced to make "friends".   It was all rape.  They were forced to be there as well, perhaps, if not, they are rapists & vicious vultures.
The ship Yaway, (pitch & yaw,) is like the ship Heaven.  I believe we are not from this planet originally, & are here being conditioned, kidnapped & used.
They want to use caring people to use or hide behind, as well as horrid people, they can retard people, & scan for those they can use & yes, they override people completely to get their way.
They'll step on your head so you are not able to inform others!
So grotesque, they use molest, rape, murder etc., even children, babies, innocent animals to terrorize in order to condition normal people to relent.  It's so disgusting, when they mix the bad in with the good as part of the conditioning process, even "help", & believe me, you do not need their help. Give up the horrors, clean up the messes! Go clean is what I would tell them.
The best way to avoid all of this hideous stuff is to be one's self, be the best self you can be, & do not be involved with them.

It is not a test, it is manipulation.

They try to wear people out with forcing caring so that there will be begging, &  "failure".
Notice that situations do not always get repaired!  That is to keep the ball rolling, even with the newer people, & perhaps, look like heroes & champions.
The Universe was formed by an explosion of the nucleus, since we live in a cell, & DNA was on it, & survived in the warmth of the explosion.  Much like a refrigerator & a vacuum it was preserved, & those by the sea survived.  Warn down to marbles, with the lighter air of the warmth of stars to keep us buoyant, we are adrift from the center where we began.
They are waiting to use you because your slot has been empty for so long. They will still do this thing! Even now! They gamble with themselves as if they are cheap trash they can throw away! Anything goes! Hideously! They do use the user!
Again:
If some one has a problem, they should call 911 or a licensed  practitioner.  They should get over their problems, not use them as tools, not bring them to you to get you, & not depend on some one for the attention, or be used by King-Dumb to cause you worry, to be manipulated, or instill in you the need for attachments & unrest in the mean time.
Why you?  Because they scanned for people to fit a need & found you!  The placement & personalities are perfect!  The environment, as well...  The placements seemed, to me, disgustingly utilitarian. It was like a horrid symphonic thing with a regular, robotic, horridly purposeful beat. A conveyor belt of dung.
Be sure you can survive on your own.  Be sure you can do it all yourself, as a non-manipulated independent person who will not  fall for the pervert who will even insist on your socializing with another person, perhaps to get some thing out of it, rewarding some one with you, a person, as if you are a thing, or get in the way of your right to choose your associations, etc., for what ever reasons you have, & DO have a right to.  Do not let them even drive you crazy so that you will be stuck with them, even at work.  I feel that the right to choose is so important!  If they question you about it, & even show "good intentions", remember, they are still manipulating!

I have even been lied about, & raped, molested, overridden completely,  yet they filmed it to defile me for their hideous, horrible, criminal egos & King-Dumb  & published it as pornography.  They did this to many people, & even doped them up & forced them into sexual situations, even through marriage,  so that they would be able to use, like garbage, other people as their minions, since they breed people who are naturally hideous & even used people  who were forced to be angry at me, or those who would take advantage because of their own disgusting agendas, to further manipulate & condition me.  They use people who sincerely think, even using loyalties, that they will get some thing out of all of this horror besides blame, & they are right, they will.  But, what?  They forced people into a state of gratitude.  Now that they are part of it, they are also part & partisan to rape, molestation, nastiness, perversions & hideous crimes, & even if they live well, are opportunistic scum.  If they do not care, they must remember how vulnerable they are any way & in which ways, & that they have to trust that they could be manipulated for later use, conditioning & chastisement. These cannot be trusted or trust life unless they stop being opportunists & never get in a situation where they are using any one, being used & intruding on any one's life in any way ever again.

Those who would take advantage  are the witches, practitioners of evil sorcery & technology, etc., blaming some one else!  So, that thing called Yaway, or what ever he/they are named this moment, & his used whores/compatriots are witches.  Which witch?   They may blame the innocent, each other, or those who will not be used to provide for these perverts, or  to be able to remain in a covenant & use those who would do evil & the innocent of a certain mind to help their disgusting endeavors.  They would even blame the innocent to get a foot hold, & to condition.  They are so retarded & retard themselves so much that they do not care who they harm to get what or who they want.  After years of abuse the conditioned person, they hope, will cave in. Then you'll be picking them up from a date with your significant other, as one example! Even after reading this, they may decide to commit their crimes &/or manipulations any way! Be aware!
Well, do not cave in.  Please.  Do not get sucked into the circle of manipulation, or become a part of it, no matter what you think you can get out of it, (you will become part & partisan if you become involved!), thwart them & live a normal life in your uniqueness & do no wrong!  No matter their excuses, promises, no matter their technological  powers, no matter the threat or the situation, accusations,  or what ever else they present to you in any way.

I was forced to date/marry/know Bob, as just one example, since I was a child! This is my situation now! It is so disgusting! Then again when I was in my 20's, I had to associate with him again, & my choices were violated! Where would I be now? I never gave any one permission naturally or voluntarily to make any choices for me. People behave as if nothing has happened. It is so grotesque!

Because of the technological & psychological powers, overriding & manipulations of King-Dumb using the powers of Numb-Skull! THE nemesis, of  the dark, poison mushroom riddled realms of King- Dumb, & their minions, the retarded Grunt-Skulls, & those Goon-Skulls, & Little-Billy-Labotomized-Dork-Skulls who would take advantage or not.  it & the used things have some "friends",  or so  are the claims, on a  list, & even forces people to marry into these families.  It was so gross, & still is! They could choose volunteers, but their calculating desperate perversions for "power" would not be fulfilled.  Some of their" friends" must be retarded, &/or in on it, criminals all any way, retarding themselves or are used like toilet paper. If they aren't arrested by the authorities, they are being used!
It has been so long, & they would have had what they wanted with out manipulations! I guess volunteers do not provide the needed feelings that a perverted criminal would need.   They  prey upon the new, & the young as well, now.  They want you to procreate, so that  you as well as your offspring will be willing to perform for them, yet they have no proof that what has been done to you will make your progeny their slaves. Yet, beware of even the hero, your rescuer! Use your lie detector. Be your own or wait & maintain yourself if they pin you down with what ever they are using.  They seem to be gnawing on bones!  Some of them may be sincere about helping people, & they may be able to, yet the evil vermin hide behind these waiting for you.  

None of these gruesome things would even live next door to each other, since they know or, if only they knew. Their biggest thing they win with, is to take the taker, (already guilty,) for every thing! I don't want to be some one's reward. Let the work be done for them, so to speak. I would have to look absolutely beautiful or the joke is on some one who, behind their back will laugh at the losers they associate with. Beauty is truth. Also, I refuse to get involved in any way, & am myself, yet not close to any one voluntarily, (you should be able to love yourself so much that you can stay on a desert island alone, & I don't mind at all,) because the innocent are tools as well, although, you would be proud of the way I do remain myself & maintain the true me! At least I am safe. No one nice or decent goes to those places any more, any way, with the hideous perverts waiting to cut people first in case they throw up overboard & are embarrassed by it, or so retarded, immature, tacky & desperate for your approval & need you to perform a nostril check on them, that they have to show off! If they are not noticed, like a nasty screeching child, they become obsessed, at least! These are the hideous, manipulating criminals, calculating! Another "bad" thing about me, is that I would tell you the truth 100% of the time, & you will never be left to cry a tear. Be warned, & always find out first hand what is really going on, yet the decent & nice do not gather at certain places any more. One wrong breath could be their last.  Even if they just wanted to go to the beach with some one else! Hence, be yourself, be considerate of the choices of others & as  honest as you are allowed to be.  Remember your dreams, & work for them any way.  If you have no power, you may not be any use to them, for long, yet they still cherish the honest, forthright & sweet, lest another fiendish Ogre,  even in their group, in the sense of the most  horrible as they can make it, may fix them up with another filthy beast to live with, & force their lives into the most terror, even as they do the innocent.  Stay clean ! Stay clear of the GOULS. Be independent!

I have my dreams of woodland, a nice swift creek and my A-frame with a garden around it of fantastic veggies & herbs in a clearing.  Keep your dreams. Live your reality! Don't be herded over there where you will not know where you could have been or whom with in nature & true love. I tell them if I did not meet some one naturally, I would have nothing to do with them & that my choices matter as well.

After 46 years, I am still being stalked by these perverts, these conditioners, these rapists & molesters & those who use them mercilessly.  I am still in manipulated, horrid circumstances! They do not give up & stop stalking me with their unwanted attention, disrespect for the word, "never" & perverted demanding ways, what ever the excuses or problems, or realize that living next door to each other would mean that they have to watch out considering that for as long as they are alive, or want to be alive, they will be beholden. So, why do they bother with evil?  And, that one false move would mean their lives?  Even if they moved wrong.  They continue to get my information & harass me, or worse, & they painfully, physically still attack, using their technology or their beasts.  With normal people, they would never have to live in terror. Even if any of these people are being manipulated & are innocent, I will not be voluntarily there to interact with them. Value your right to choose those who choose you 100% naturally, otherwise it is not real any way. Vultures may be about, waiting for the spoils, so be aware & be choosy. Even the buzzards would have to watch out for the buzzards who would say, "yes" & volunteer to be involved. Even family uses roles to be able to intrude!

What would it have been like with out the violations of  perverts that are using perverts, preying on the world's beings, creating perverts or needing perverts with technological or naturally evil powers?

Paradise.
 

Laura Lee, (Pauly,).
hippy.gothic.chick@gmail.net
Born:  2*7*1962  3:09pm Arlington County, VA., (seven planets in Aquarius!)♒,
5' 3/4", (so, you have to be at least 6' 4", I wear shoes sometimes,). I am Bohemian German recessive & white recessive Gypsy!  I have a little tooth so, Vampires do exist, as far as I am concerned. I live in a place I privately call Gothall Village.
Phone
304*288*7173
One of these photos was taken in the year 2008.


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